Her

I have fallen for this girl long time ago...
But long since i have felt this feeling coming back to me...
Since before that i always seen her fallen heart broken all the time...
I felt heart broken too...
I didn't want too see her fall again...
I have seen that she's been hurt too much...
She always stands the pain...
But whenever she breaks down...
I want too be there for her always...
No matter a friend or not i am to her...
I love her so much that i always want too see her happy...
I was a fool too not ask her long time ago to be with me...
At the point where i leave...
I told her that i love her...
Should i have told her that...
Or i should not have told her that...
That is the question in my head now...
Well atleast she know that i love her...
And i am not sure if she loves me the way i love her now...
She is know with a guy...
She says she is not gonna put much hope in it...
But i am worried...
If she will fall heart broken again...
But if she does get her heart broken again...
I will be there too help her feel better...
I will be there too make her smile once again...
I WILL BE THERE TOO REVIVE HER FROM HER PAIN AND SUFFERING...
And once she heals...
And her soul revives...
I am happy enough to go on with life looking after her...
There won't be a time in her life where i won't be there...
But when the day come where i am gone from this world...
I know that she will be strong and remember the things i have told her in the past...
That help her when she was down...
Wen she was depressed...
When she was sad...
And when she felt dead inside...
The words that i have said too her will come back into her head and heart....
Too remind her that i will always be there for even though i am gone...
Reminding her not too let the past hold her back...
Reminding her too continue on with her life...
Reminding her that life too short too be sad...
Like the words from Bob Marley "Don't worry, Be Happy"...
So that she will stay forever strong...
And not let her past cling onto her...
Which gives her wings that can bring her too places that she can go...
Where she didn't expect too be able too go...

But there are times where i don't know what too say...
How too help...
Which make me feel like shyt....
Sigh...

sad love story romantic movie

Life here

Hmmm life here in Ireland is sooo different. the time changes from the day too night too fast too. but everyday there is something new too experience. lolz... oh yea Happy Late Halloween too you all... hahahah nice too see how people carve pumpkins and them go trick or treating... hmmmm.... but one thing has not I am missing that one person.... but yet i feel like a ghost which cant be seen...