OMG forgotten i have a blog and looking at all these things reminded me of the memories.

The life that i live here shows me that i have too look out for me and only me

i have been here in Ireland long enough, i am fed up with all kinds of stuff when i come back i gonna drink till i cant get back up. it seems that you would only care for him. i feel lost on the path where i used to walk now. i just came back tonight walking in dublin wandering streets that i dont know, with people that looks like they gonna kill me. if i died, i wonder if you have ever care. i feel like i have no soul. i thought i was wrong but was right yet wrong.. sigh... life soo hard fine! i am gonna live life my way now and no one is gonna change how i live....

Sigh

Hate my life here... everyone treats me so different till now... and noone treats me like an equal even sean... what happen to the saying about I'm your bro i always got your back... sigh i dunno if i am going to do stupid things soon... is there anyone that can help me... fuck man the life here is soo shit...

Love Song, by Me.. its not perfect but i tried..

I fell for you right from the start
I can see you in my heart
Even though i'm not there
Would you still care

My love for you is so unreal
Remembering the time it could be sealed
But nothing happen because i was shy
knowing you with another guy

The days to weeks to years been gone
My feelings ain't all that strong
I felt like i lost an important piece
Which make me feel i am about to ceast to exist

You were the one i fell in Love
I knew that because i saw two doves
I wish i can be with you
To show you that my feelings are true

My love for you is so unreal
So can you tell me whats the deal
Whenever i see the light shining from your eyes
It shows me that that your having fun with Mies

The days that have past me by
It makes me feel like i'm about to die
Knowing that i can see you smile
And i can say, "it's been awhile"

There will be improvements in my song in the future...

TIME HAS COME FOR CHANGE!

Christmas has ended and it is nearly time for the new yea, which mean there is something new gonna happen in the future...
making lots of new friends
more memories to make
to grow older another day
more things too learn = dancing and studies and etc
more new kinds of food to be tasted
more people too make fun off

but the bad things is that:
more friends are gonna go
family members are dissappearing
lots of broken hearts
more enemies is made

but remember too enjoy everything this year because the year after the one you enjoy might be worse soo take care all and have a happy new year =D

YAY CHRISTMAS!

yay christmas is coming up... I will be missing for few days till after new yearr.. because of a MAJOR DRINKING SESSION... WITH SEAN AND CIAN HARDIMANMANMAN!!!!

3 days of no school

Woo hooooo didnt expect too have a snow day so soon but it happen...
ITS AWESOME! I dont hafta go to school for couple of days...
not hopefully school might start again day after tomorrow...
Sigh... i wanna sleep more...

Her

I have fallen for this girl long time ago...
But long since i have felt this feeling coming back to me...
Since before that i always seen her fallen heart broken all the time...
I felt heart broken too...
I didn't want too see her fall again...
I have seen that she's been hurt too much...
She always stands the pain...
But whenever she breaks down...
I want too be there for her always...
No matter a friend or not i am to her...
I love her so much that i always want too see her happy...
I was a fool too not ask her long time ago to be with me...
At the point where i leave...
I told her that i love her...
Should i have told her that...
Or i should not have told her that...
That is the question in my head now...
Well atleast she know that i love her...
And i am not sure if she loves me the way i love her now...
She is know with a guy...
She says she is not gonna put much hope in it...
But i am worried...
If she will fall heart broken again...
But if she does get her heart broken again...
I will be there too help her feel better...
I will be there too make her smile once again...
I WILL BE THERE TOO REVIVE HER FROM HER PAIN AND SUFFERING...
And once she heals...
And her soul revives...
I am happy enough to go on with life looking after her...
There won't be a time in her life where i won't be there...
But when the day come where i am gone from this world...
I know that she will be strong and remember the things i have told her in the past...
That help her when she was down...
Wen she was depressed...
When she was sad...
And when she felt dead inside...
The words that i have said too her will come back into her head and heart....
Too remind her that i will always be there for even though i am gone...
Reminding her not too let the past hold her back...
Reminding her too continue on with her life...
Reminding her that life too short too be sad...
Like the words from Bob Marley "Don't worry, Be Happy"...
So that she will stay forever strong...
And not let her past cling onto her...
Which gives her wings that can bring her too places that she can go...
Where she didn't expect too be able too go...

But there are times where i don't know what too say...
How too help...
Which make me feel like shyt....
Sigh...

sad love story romantic movie

Life here

Hmmm life here in Ireland is sooo different. the time changes from the day too night too fast too. but everyday there is something new too experience. lolz... oh yea Happy Late Halloween too you all... hahahah nice too see how people carve pumpkins and them go trick or treating... hmmmm.... but one thing has not I am missing that one person.... but yet i feel like a ghost which cant be seen...

Changes

I have moved too Ireland and this pic shows you the people that i have been living with... their my host family lolz.. its fun here... =DDD

but i miss my past back in malaysia though

Hhmmm life changes very fast. from place to place, from young too old, and hot too cold weather. hahahaha.... But somethings never changes like friends and people that you love...

About me!!!! =]

Heyya my name is Max Yeoh...

I was born on the 4th April 1993...
I am a guy obviously =P...
I am like the oldest between my siblings...
I have 2 bro's and 1 sis...
I like sports like B-BALL, SOCCER, RUGBY, and EETTTCCCC....
I like playing at the arcade, going movies, hangout with friends and the ETC again....
I am just a regular guy that's likes just to be normal and not being called emo or whatever....
I hate to fight... I hate guys who cheat their girls... and there's alot of stuff more i hate....

My Family :
I have my mum and dad... my mum is from Honggg Koonnngggg lolz... My dad is from Malaysia....
I am a kid out of 4. my sis and 2 broooossss that are awesome.... lolz....
My Sis Victoria which i call her Vickitoria is a very mean person when she is angry but she is very nice at times.... a fun person too ; ).... lolz....
My Bro Kelvin is somehow i dunno how to explain hmmm.. like depends on his mood he can be friggin pissed off or he can be like normal and crazy fella to be with lolz...
My youngest bro Brent (actually everyone just calls him Xin Xin) is the very most craziest naughtiest liitttlleee toddler which is very cute lolz.. my bros dont mix around with each other because both of them always fight...

My Friends:
I HAVE LOADS OF FRIENDS THAT ARE THE BEST HEERE IN MALAYSIA....
But it is soo sad that lotsa friends left to like Ireland, Japan, and like nearly everywhere...
i wish i can have alot more time with all of them sooo we all can have fun again like before hehehehehe....